Life as a Maazara

How he would be loved, was the one thing stuck in my mind
And how that tonight would be remembered for the rest of my life
I know you know I missed on every boy because I thought I really loved you
And you know that I never put anyone or anything above you, 'cuz I loved you
And it was that love that made me loose my head and now its too late
Just one kiss, you'll regret it for the rest of your days
Please God forgive for what I did, this day will stay for as long as I live,
'cause if you got to know what i knewd and heard what I heard
 I know any girl would have done just the same.
I never thought that I'd do something like that,
when you said about you two it hit me like a heart attack,
How could you kiss somebody and leave me alone
Did I even matter anything for you anymore
I never thought I'd loose my temper like that
Now its some fucked up situation, I ain't coming back!
How could you please another girl on a dancefloor?
I  guess I didn't matter anything for you anymore.

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